Friday, October 23, 2009

Sincaplar Gibi Yasamak...


yasamak sakaya gelmez,
büyük bir ciddiyetle yasayacaksin
bir sincap gibi mesela,
yani, yasamin dişinda ve ötesinde hiçbir şey beklemeden
yani, bütün işin gücün yasamak olacak.

yaşamayi ciddiye alacaksin,
yani, o derecede, öylesine ki,
mesela, kollarin bağli arkadan, sirtin duvarda,
yahut, kocaman gözlüklerin,
beyaz gömleğinle bir laboratuarda
insanlar için ölebileceksin,
hem de yüzünü bile görmediğin insanlar için,
hem de hiç kimse seni buna zorlamamişken,
hem de en güzel,
en gerçek şeyin yasamak olduğunu bildiğin halde.

yani, öylesine ciddiye alacaksin ki yasamayi,
yetmişinde bile, mesela, zeytin dikeceksin,
hem de öyle çocuklara falan kalir diye değil,
ölmekten korktuğun halde ölüme inanmadiğin için,
yasamak, yani ağir bastiğindan.

diyelim ki, ağir ameliyatlik hastayiz,
yani, beyaz masadan
bir daha kalkmamak ihtimali de var
duymamak mümkün değilse de biraz erken gitmenin kederini
biz yine de güleceğiz anlatman bektaşi fikrasina,
hava yağmurlu mu, diye bakacağiz pencereden,
yahut da yine sabirsizlikla bekleyeceğiz
en son ajans haberlerini.

diyelim ki, dövüşülmeye değer bir şeyler için,
diyelim ki, cephedeyiz.
daha orda ilk hücumda, daha o gün
yüzükoyun kapaklanip ölmek de mümkün.
tuhaf bir hinçla bileceğiz bunu,
fakat yine de çildirasiya merak edeceğiz
belki yillarca sürecek olan savasin sonunu

diyelim ki, hapisteyiz,
yasimiz da elliye yakin,
daha da on sekiz sene olsun açilmasina demir kapinin.
yine de dişariyla beraber yasayacağiz,
insanlari, hayvanlari, kavgasi ve rüzgariyla
yani, duvarin arkasindaki dişariyla.

yani, nasil ve nerde olursak olalim
hiç ölünmeyecekmiş gibi yaşanacak...

bu dünya soğuyacak,
yildizlarin arasinda bir yildiz,
hem de en ufaciklarindan,
mavi kadifede bir yildiz zerresi yani,
yani, bu koskocaman dünyamiz.

bu dünya soğuyacak günün birinde,
hatta bir buz yiğini
yahut ölü bir bulut gibi de değil,
boş bir ceviz gibi yuvarlanacak
zifiri karanlikta uçsuz bucaksiz.

şimdiden çekilecek acisi bunun,
duyulacak mahzunluğu şimdiden.
böylesine sevilecek bu dünya
"yaşadim" diyebilmen için...

Nazim Hikmet
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

WFP: Number Of World’s Hungry Tops A Billion

"More than one billion people, almost a sixth of humanity, are now undernourished, according to the latest estimates from the UN’s Food and Agriculture Organization."
(World Food Organization)



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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Equal Portioning


Is portioning a cake equally among the guests possible? Is it important actually? Hell yeah, of course it is important; when I make unidentical slices I go insane, begin biting my nails, and feel much stress.

Thanks for the very thoughtful neighbours of mine, they bought me this milimetrical slicer. Now I feel better...



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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Keep Ants Off Your Kitchen


How many times did I tell you to keep the kitchen clean? Its again invaded by the ants.

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Monday, October 19, 2009

Good Night Sweetie!


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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Consume More...


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Saturday, October 17, 2009

How Do You Like Your Egg?


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Friday, October 16, 2009

Parenting 101


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Thursday, October 15, 2009

Have a Nice Day Hon!


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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

For the Sake of a Little Black Dress


"I do not regret that I gave my last money on this black dress instead of getting the roof fixed. I already have an umbrella. That helps. At least a look fancy."

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Please Silent The Kid In You



Alright, it is always nice to keep a child in you and let it go from time to time. But you came to the limit of speaking with a baby tone or sucking your tumb this is no more healthy.
Itz just making me mad. Stop it. It does not make you pretty.
Or I'll bring the punitive Consti back.

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Monday, October 12, 2009

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Gooood Morning!


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Saturday, October 10, 2009

Wanna Accompany?


A nice autumn day to spend an afternoon under a tree, with friends, chatting and eating sunflower seeds.

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Friday, October 9, 2009

O-Ren Ishii


O-Ren is still unemployed since Kill Bill Vol.I.
She left her katana away and is blowing off steam by table tennis.

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Thursday, October 8, 2009

Why to Pull Troops from Iraq?




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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Rebuilding Afghanistan




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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

According to Netanyahu...




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Monday, October 5, 2009

"Keep Your Kids Hands Busy"


Some ads are just adorable!

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Sunday, October 4, 2009

Yahoo

Consti is bored of Yahoo's purple.
Can someone pls tell the guys to switch into orange?


Oeh, enough.

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Saturday, October 3, 2009

“What You See Might Not Be Real”


Whadda grat sculture by Chen Wenling!
His red art is worthed to see.

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Friday, October 2, 2009

Alonso@Ferrari, What About Raikonnen?


Although Alonso is such a great pilot to do wonders with his Renault, and most probably gonna sweep over with Ferrari; I am barely more into Raikonnen's driving. Does anyone have a clue about what he will do now? I hope seeing him@McLaren Team.

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Thursday, October 1, 2009

Did You Already Checked Millerfeld?


Millerfeld is broadcasting on www.millerfeld.com . Although the site is still being constructed, those guys are publishing lotta fun stuff on their site. The characters, comix, blog are fancy. The sparkling cursor on the history part is a nice detail.
You better keep watching it regularly, those guys seem to produce much fun!

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