I hate family members speaking about my careeer plans, mingling with what I'm doing and trying to fix me in a state institution. The sole reason is that I am staying here in Ankara. If I go, settle my self far away then I would be the bad gal leavin mom behind, alone. When I try to balance my future plans and my family responsibilities, then its not appreciated but they are still trying to flow into my own equation. I hardly bear this, and I wonder how long can I keep my silence and keep on doing my own business by not breaking hearts.
Does magic work? I guess I need it.
What I dream of and hanker and work for are so far away from what they want me to be.
I want to establish my world and I swear I will do this.. I don't need no ones support. I am the empress ;) Her majesty can do this on her own and walk against the storm.